Not sure where this one's going, but it has some good images that I'd like to work on when I have more time.
I was born on the San Andreas Fault. I carry
that promise of violence and destruction down
the center of my body like a zig-zag of lightning.
My father was born there, my mother too,
and all my brothers and sisters. Sometimes I think
that’s the only thing we still have in common:
born on the edge of a rippling continent
where the sun goes down over warm waters;
born in the shadow of mountains, between
desert and sea. Some of us got into cars
and drove north on long interstate freeways.
Some of us stayed not twenty miles
from our birthplace, bound by love or hate
or fear, unable to imagine a sunrise
without palm trees – or sun. Some of us
died, turned to dust inside incinerators
built for human flesh; parked our ashes
in a niche at Inglewood or scattered ourselves
in the green ripples at Tuolumne. Some
of us no longer speak to one another,
silent as rusty knives; others learn old languages
and make new songs out of loss. A few
of us have traveled too far, can never
come back. Others, not far enough.
Some of us travel only in the motes of dust
shining above the fractured chasms of earth.
And some of us return only in dreams
to sacred places where our feet have not
walked in this lifetime. Today, I wind
a string of shells around my wrist
four times, a bracelet strung so I can bear
the beauty of my homeland with me
wherever I go. The sharp edges bite
my skin, rattle soft as pebbles when I write
these words. Shells hang from my neck:
polished abalone, oceanic ovals of memory.
I was born on the San Andreas Fault.
I carry that rattlesnake in my spine, feel
the plates of a restless continent grind
and shift from tailbone to skull, a tectonic
rosary that keeps coming unstrung, keeps
this woman from ever losing her place.